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[Mar. 30th, 2011|04:22 am] |
Im stil not able to accept the changes that has been going on for the past few days...... Its taking a toll on me. Someone whom i thought would stay by me, stil left in the end. Well, i have no one to blame but myself. Yah im a fucking terrible girlf, i only wna have fun, fun and more fun. I dont wna think abt things so much already. Exams are around the corner, tests in two days. Im gna stand on my own two feet from nao on, not gna depend or rely on anyone, i dont wna go through this pain and the hurt i inflicted on myself, ever again. I wanted to hold u back but from what i saw to the best of my own sense, shes of a higher priority than i am, i guess. I dont wna be made a joke infront of her or whatsoever, you'l have your fun gg to schl w her everyday huh. I have nothing to say abt this anymore, but thank u for all that u have done for me, and for the times u stood by me. Best of luck in everything u do. Goodbye.
PERIOD.
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| Good night out ;;;;) |
[Mar. 28th, 2011|01:19 am] |
Wednesday was a blast it was so good i rlly enjoyed myself with the ppl ;;;;;;;) hehe i got so drunk i had a pukefest haha I threw up more than usual and i threw up on nic and all im sorry. But before everyone was gone becuz we had so much alcohol(our dear jack and nic were pouring into our mouth) we were having so much fun on the dancefloor and everywhere...... hehe i cant wait for the next time we are gna go, its fucking addictive when you're with this group of ppl hehe~ cant wait for the next time we're gna club againnnnn!!! Ok the pictures will do the talking!! The rest are privatised on fb so will upload a few hereeeee
 
 
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| Love :] |
[Mar. 22nd, 2011|10:36 pm] |
I finally deleted everything from this place, filled with memories. Im quite surprised by what i see, like i couldnt even remember what some things i posted were about. But well, everything is over so i'l just move on with life and live in the present! I have been so stressed up with schl so recently, i hardly have time for anything, and everything. These two days is just schl then home straight becuz idw to feel guilty abt partying thru the night tmw at ZIRCA. Omfg i rlly cant wait to have fun with everyone!!!!!!! I rlly need to not think abt anything at all, and just let myself go, just this once before i get all stressed up by upcoming tests and exams again. Things havent been so gud becuz of some confusion in me, i decided to be alone for nao and sort things out by myself otherwise it wld rlly be unfair. Time has been good with the family. I feel like i drifted alot from my friends, will ketchup with y'all after my exams ok promise!!! Miss every single one of you, too many to name but y'all know who you are!! Im having a really bad toothache and it sucks real bad, im going to sleep early tonight so i will feel energetic for the rest of tmw!!! I REALLY CANNOT WAIT TO PARTY WITH THE SWIRLERS. Puiyee, Bao, Nicholas, Jacklyn, Janaine, Elsen and Charmaine. Free flow of alcohol, imma gna drink till i drop dead. Had fun at rebel/zirca/groove/powerhouse last week. Everything was gud cuz of the company. WIll upload a few photos of it and the bbq too and prawning night plus steamboat night!! Ok im gna get back to schoolwork naoooooo bai everyone <3
 
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